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There will not be a Slashies tonight, as there are so few entries it wouldn't really be a competition. However, here's a recap of my year:

  • I went to RHS Harlow Carr in January, and I really enjoyed it. I liked the winter-scented garden, I liked the pine forest section, I liked the colourful winter willow plants. It was a trip to get there, but I really liked it, and genuinely considered/am considering becoming a member of the RHS.


  • I don't think I got into perfume this year - I'm pretty sure that was from displays for last Christmas - but I really continued my interest in it. I discovered Penhaligons early on in the year, and Much Ado About the Duke, which if I ever get the nerve up to buy it, I think will be one of my favourite perfumes ever. And I discovered a bunch of places in Leeds where you can go test the perfumes they often sell online without samples - like Maison de Dior - and that was really helpful. Things got harder after it became more difficult to go out to shops to smell perfume, but I'm looking forward to taking advantage of the resources in years to come. And just this week, I found that a perfume I'd been interested in was on sale, and I could get it at a price I was comfortable paying for something I'd never smelt, so I count this as a success.


  • I reorganised at least part of my bedroom. I bought my beautiful chair, which I love, and got rid of my desk and learned to do without that extra surface space. I'm extremely happy I did that as well.


  • And bought the cool music centre, and got given all my dad's old vinyl records. I'm annoyed by the clicking of the CD player, but given the state of things I think I'm going to learn to live with it. And it doesn't make CDs unbearable.


  • I finished going through my CDs, for which ones I wanted to get rid of! Calloo callay. That was a job that was 'to do' for a few years now. I kept probably too many, but at least no longer have any CDs I've never listened to and am not sure I'm that interested in. Now I have either listened to them, or I am definitely interested in them despite never having listened to them. And I'm glad to have the job done with.


  • I discovered that Chester Zoo do 'one-on-one experiences' with the spotted hyenas they have there. I'm also very excited to do that when I next get the chance.


  • And then! It turned out that there were spotted hyenas at Yorkshire Wildlife Park, which is about half an hour's drive from me! And they had babies! Which are very rare for hyenas in captivity. I assume my love made it happen.


  • I got to see Blu Cantrell in concert. And Salt'n'Pepa, and Shaggy, and Nelly. It was a pretty cool night.


  • I started going on more walks with the dog and mum. The dog in general is getting more walks than he's ever gotten. He's started to look for if I have socks on whenever I come down the stairs, and when I do have them on he starts twirling around. We also learned that we can let him off the lead, sometimes, if there are no distractions around, and he will come back and let us put it back on him when we're done. And sometimes he even listens to us while he's off the lead. Our bonding is up about 500% from where it was last year.


  • Mum and I saw rabbits very regularly in a particular field near us, to the point that I started calling them Fiver and Hazel. I saw a skylark flying over the field once, singing. I've seen goldfinches and great tits in the wild, near us, which I previously only did on random trips through the countryside, and at bird sanctuaries. Once we saw the tail of a fox, plain as day, down one of the paths we used to walk down. I've seen sparrowhawks fluttering over the fields we walk past, a heron in a stream after the council cleared the brambles away from it, I'm pretty sure I saw a merlin resting on a pylon briefly, and last week I'm fairly certain we saw the sparrowhawk resting in a tree along our usual path, and then a buzzard flying overhead hunting pigeons. Our dog found a frog in a field, far away from any water hole I know about. We found a baby mouse on a path, and shielded it from the blazing summer sunshine that seemed to be blinding it, until it could get to the grass at the side of the path.


  • Here are the plants I've started loving over this year: tufted vetch, forget-me-nots, pink and white -striped field bindweed, field scabious, aster, toadflax, hawthorn in the winter and autumn. I learned that the garden flower I love that drapes over people's walls is wisteria. Add to poppies, and wild roses, and bluebells, and foxgloves, which I already loved. I saw a field full of I think lupins in the summer, and it was like looking into another world.


  • I love jewellery. Got into the wonderful world of just gemstone jewellery on Etsy. Bought some. Maybe too much. Re-confirmed my love of amazonite and garnet, and padparadscha sapphires. Discovered grandidierite, tanzanite, bumblebee jasper, poppy jasper, Montana sapphire, and apatite. Among many others.


  • Ghost of Tsushima came out. It was a pretty good video game. I shipped people in it. Assassin's Creed: Valhalla came out. It is a pretty good video game. I shipped people in it.


  • Sony gave me the kind of superlative media experiences I only really experience from them, in the form of the Playstation 5 Reveal Event in June, and the Playstation 5 Showcase in September. Both made me feel like I wanted to jump out of my chair, particularly the June one. To anyone who is not a huge Playsation fan, the constant symbols may look a bit culty, and it is, but if you're in the cult it's overwhelming.


  • The Playstation 5 released, despite fears production would be compromised. And it is great, despite people's fears that it wouldn't be. And I got one, which not everyone can say. I love my local games shop, very very much.


  • I restarted and finished Project Zero 5: Maiden of Black Water, a game I bought and first started 5 years ago. The only Project Zero game I've managed to actually play. It was good. I'm glad I finished it. The ending was beautiful, in that bittersweet way that Project Zero games have. There were pretty people in it, and I shipped people in it.


  • This has gone past midnight. Whoops.


  • We had Women's Month, in August. I didn't do everything I intended to do personally that month, but I was pretty proud of what I did do.


  • One thing I did do, personally, was rewatch the 2016 Ghostbusters film. I love that film. It was a great film. I love Kirsten Wiig.


  • Recent Youtube recommendations also led me to SNL's The Californians. I love Kirsten Wiig, and apparently also that man who plays Stuart.


  • And the woman who plays the maid.


  • I discovered how marvellous Paul McCartney is.


  • Georgia turned blue. Never forget.


  • Chadwick Boseman died, and that was really sad, but I found myself incredibly touched by the story of his last few years. As someone with OCD and hypochondria, and a distinct fear of dying of cancer, I honestly couldn't imagine anything but despair, and the last few years of your life ruined if you got a cancer diagnosis. But Chadwick Boseman just kept on working, and didn't tell anyone, and did beautiful, light-hearted human work. I'm not a fan of the Marvel films, but Black Panther was one of the ones I did enjoy and would call a good film, and a lot of it's because of T'Challa and his story. The idea that you could just carry on, and do good work, and develop friendships and be good friends with people even while dying - never seemed that real to me before Chadwick Boseman died. And now it does.


  • I got into wrestling early into the year. I sort of fell out of it after they started putting on shows without crowds - maybe because there were no crowds, or maybe just naturally - but I really did enjoy it and intend to get back into it at some point. That was a nice new thing.


  • I think I also started watching Kritter Klub this year, a channel about animals and animal rescues in South Korea. Some of their videos are a hard watch - I don't think they have animal cruelty laws for strays in South Korea - but some of them are so lovely, and it's become a go-to channel for me throughout the year. I learned about wonderful, terrible cross-breeds of dogs, like maltese and husky, and retriever and whatever that small dog is (turn on CCs for the full stories). Nature is magical. I also started watching The Dodo regularly. Some of their videos are a bit twee, but some are also really lovely. I recommend Possum surprise in a cupboard.

I don't really believe in being like "fuck 2020, and good riddance!", because I feel like for the past few years everyone's been like "thank god that year's over, bring on the next one!". And now this. We really don't know what's coming in 2021. But here is hoping for more good things.
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Playstation 5 all set up, PS3 and 4 relegated to a bed in a spare bedroom, wiped down the games and installed Valhalla. I decided to do it without setting up my internet first, because a lot of people these days on game podcasts like to claim there's no such thing as installing games from a disc anymore, a disc is just an activation device to download it from the internet. And one of my nephews wants a PS5, and is saving up money for it, but the place he's currently in doesn't give him individual internet, so I wanted to see if it was true, and so there was no point in him getting a console. I loaded up the Valhalla disc with no wired connection and no password for our wireless hub, and it copied it from a disc and let me start playing it. So I have no idea what those people - video game sort-of experts - are talking about.

Then, afterwards, I set up the internet and tried to log into my Playstation account. But it has two-step verification, so after logging in they send a code to your phone and you have to wait and input that. I waited about 15 minutes for my code, turned it off and on again and tried again, and got nothing. Then when I finally gave up in frustration and turned it off, I got about five texts with verification codes at once. So that was annoying. But hopefully a problem that will be easily sorted out tomorrow.
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Went to go clear space for my PS5, forgot one of the things I was supposed to do before unplugging the PS4, perhaps forever, was to upload all my saved games from there onto the cloud, so I can start everything where I left off on PS5. 61 minutes left till that completes. Back to the Sims 4.
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I have my PS5. I've wiped it down. I've got some games too, but I can deal with them later. I've not installed it yet. The size of the box suggests to me that I really won't be able to keep all the consoles I currently have in the console spot on there, so I'll have to decide what to do about them. But I have to set it up first. Yay.
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It's PS5 week, and I'm - less excited? I don't know. Still happy it's happening, but also remembering that I'll have to go through some 'decontamination' of the thing when I get it back from the shop, and also clearing out (and cleaning) some of the drawers-top where I keep all my consoles - since the PS5 is apparently massive, and also has a tiny disc drive, so - I was planning to keep my PS4 for PS4 games, but I just don't know that I can tetris it. So also considering all the work that will go into it. Having to hook up my PSVR to a new device, having to remember what my PSN username and password are. Also I'm mostly looking forward to it to play games on, obviously, and Cyberpunk 2077 has been delayed, so the only one left I was really excited for is Assassin's Creed: Valhalla, which is made by Ubisoft, who...have been very disappointing lately.

And specifically, with Valhalla...they apparently went through a long period of the 'culture' or management of the company not wanting any lead female characters (and commiting sexual harassment!). So they announced - before this came out - that you would always have a choice, a wonderful choice, about whether you wanted to play as a good man or a scum woman. Brilliant. No limitations to storytelling or character definition there. But the thing is, people still noticed they were mostly putting the male 'choice' on the box art of the games, and in all the marketing, and most of the merchandise. But they've come up with a solution to that! In the new game, you can choose to be a man or a woman, if you're boring, or you can let the magic force in the game decide for you, and switch between a man and woman throughout the game. Apparently - spoilers - this means barely switching at all, and sheds a lot of light on the story and mystery in the game, and the magic...but mostly it just feels like a way for Ubisoft to pretend they don't hate women, but still put the male character in all the adverts, because they are both canon! And I don't feel like I have the energy for their bullshit. So that has tempered my excitement for the game a bit. I will probably just play as the female character. Fuck them. Mostly I am interested in the horses. And to see if my home town is in the game. It's in the area - but did it exist yet? Mysteries.

(Spoiler: I have just googled it, it didn't. Maybe there will be a hill).
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Happy news for me - my games shop have been in contact and said they will be opening as a 'Click and Collect' point on November 19th, and as I've pre-ordered the PS5 already I can just come and pick it up, and any games I requested, that day. Apparently any shop can open as a Click and Collect point, but then my dad said something about how he'd seen Click and Collect wasn't allowed, but so far as far as I know my games shop is all good, for that one specific day.

I can't even bear to watch the election, especially knowing we probably won't know anything for sure even by the end of the day, or perhaps the week. So I'm barely paying attention to it.
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Well, I was going to watch scary movies all tonight, but instead I'm waiting for a press conference to start. Thanks Boris.

If we do have a full lockdown, including non-essential retail, for a month, that will mean I might not be able to go pick up my PS5 when it comes out on 19th November. And I won't really be able to buy another, because I already paid it off in full. The least terrible outcome of this is that I'll have to wait until December - or whenever we come out of lockdown - to pick it up. But I actually called my local games shop this week to ask about it, hypothetically, and I happen to know that the worst case scenario is they go out of business entirely, because they have bought a bunch of PS5s they can't pass on to customers. And if that happens because of government mishandling of this pandemic and it's impacts on local businesses, I will be quite angry.

Happy Halloween though, everyone.
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My games shop called me today and said they can get me a PS5 day one \o/ I actually called them yesterday to pre-order a game and just asked a bit more about the situation, and they said they thought they'd definitely get enough PS5s to sell me one, they just didn't know if it would be on launch day. Which I was happy with to be honest, launch day would be nice but just knowing I'd get one in the launch window was good. But now they've confirmed day one. And I can go pay off the full amount right away, since I have it, and get the money out of my account so I don't accidentally spend it. Hurrah! Now I just need to figure out where to put it, since apparently the PS5 is massive, and given the size of the hard drive and the fact you can't transfer your progress from PS4 games to PS5, I feel like I would like to keep my PS4 as well. We'll see.

Xbox has bought Bethesda though, a games studio which makes the Elder Scrolls series (ie Skyrim), Fallout, and publishes a bunch of others. Bethesda games are some of my favourites really - although the company has gone a little bit odd recently - and it will be a bummer if they're now going to make those series exclusive to Xbox. Everyone seems to think it's wicked and shows Xbox are now investing in exclusives, but really they're just doing what they did before and buying up studios and sequels to already popular games, and kind of restricting access. Which I don't think is that great, or on a level with what Playstation is doing. But I'm a Playstation fangirl. And they didn't make Minecraft exclusive to Xbox when they bought that, and a popular Bethesda spokesman is still saying things about 'bringing games to everyone' which doesn't sound very exclusive, and they'll probably still be on PC anyway. But if they do make them exclusive, despite all this, it will suck.

I'm finding the idea of a lockdown Christmas a lot harder than the idea of a lockdown spring/summer, to be honest. It feels weird, but you could still go outside in the nice weather during lockdown, and who wanted to be at work anyway? Having time off really just felt like the summer holidays when I was a kid. But during winter, I really look forward to a lot more indoor activities. The idea that I won't be able to casually go to see films, or go Christmas shopping, or go to a favourite cafe for a nice warm meal, or Pizza Hut for a night out - feels a lot more jarring than just being told to stay home for 23 hours of the day in the spring, for some reason. I have to think very hard about whether I want to go to a local farmshop for some pumpkin pie, like I do every Halloween. If I'm even allowed to, depending on how many more restrictions come in. And I get the feeling Christmas trade in the shops this year will not be what it usually is. But it's what we've got to do I guess. And hopefully only for one year. So I guess we'll just have to see how it goes.
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Trying to get a PS5 be like trying to get a ticket to Willy Wonka's chocolate factory.
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They had the Playstation conference last night, and they announced the release date and price, and there had been a lot of talk about pre-orders and the fact Playstation would give us notice before they went up, and blah blah blah. I didn't pay a lot of attention to it, because I was always planning to get one from my local games shop, and had already registered my interest there long ago.

The date when pre-orders would go open wasn't in the conference last night, and then afterwards some games presenter guy tweeted out they would go live today. Which wasn't much notice. But then they didn't go out today, some of them went out last night. Today a bunch of places have already sold out of their pre-orders. But here's the thing - I'm still planning to get mine from my games shop, and I called them yesterday to see what I needed to do to get everything confirmed. They told me they'd need to call their warehouse today, and I should call tomorrow to see how everything's going to play out. But I called them today, because everything seemed to be happening pretty fast. And they told me that their Playstation supplier had literally told them that they should advertise the Playstation 5, and put out requests for pre-orders on Facebook, but that the warehouse weren't willing to allocate them an actual number of Playstation 5s until, I don't know, a later date. So they might not get any. Or they might take 20 pre-orders, and get 3 Playstation 5s to sell in November. And the guy at my games shop said that this was what they were telling every supplier in England - so Game, and Amazon, weren't getting any particular allocation of units either, even if they were putting up pre-orders.

Which is kind of crap. I mean, I get why they're doing it given how popular Playstations are and how many people want to game during the current pandemic and how uncertain shipping is going to be this winter, also because of the pandemic. But it's kind of like getting everyone as hyped up and desperate as possible, while knowing you won't be able to give units to all of the people you've now encouraged to be interested in getting one. It's just a pain. Given everything that's been happening lately, I just wanted to be relatively sure I'd be getting the thing day one, given that I've been saving up for it and asking about it for months. But I guess there will not be any certainty for a while yet. Perhaps not at all until I actually get a Playstation 5 in my hands. Which is a shame. I've been going on a few sites and signing up for notifications if they get any more stock - the games shop guy basically encouraged me to try to secure one elsewhere, as I could always cancel it if they could get me one later and I wanted to buy from them - but I don't think I have the energy. I mean, who cares really? If I get one in November, or January, or next year? It would have been cool, but I don't think I care enough to be clicking and clicking and clicking on websites, that are down because everyone else is clicking on them, just for the possible chance that pre-orders will be up, on the possible chance that that will translate eventually to an actual unit delivered by Sony. It's fucking annoying though.
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My mum had her last shift at the hospital on Friday, after something like 37 years. I feel like it's the end of an era, but mum doesn't seem that bothered by it. I guess she thinks it's time, and she just says she feels free. I'm guessing the coronavirus is probably adding to that at the moment. She did get exposed to quite a few suspected cases, despite all the procedures in place. Anyway, the house is filled with flowers now from her co-workers saying goodbye, and she is done with it. Unless she gets called back in during another crisis, I guess.

I have been playing a lot of Crusader Kings 3. It's weird how invested you can get in when you can have your next feast (it reduces stress and makes my vassals like me more? get in). Currently I'm trying to achieve the game's suggested goal of using my Irish queen to reclaim Brittania, and make it all Celtic again. I don't think I'm going to achieve it given the amount of time left in the middle ages, given the year we're at in the game, but it's been fun. The game's full of bugs though. You get obese, seemingly out of nowhere, and the decision to try to lose weight doesn't seem to do anything but make you stressed out. Lots of people are having the same issue. So then your ruler might just die out of nowhere, before you're ready to pass things on to their kids, and there's not much you can do about it except risk giving them a heart attack. Hopefully they'll sort that stuff out soon.

And Playstation are having another conference tomorrow night. Presumably where they're going to announce the release date and price for the PS5s (barring the gold one), and also where they're going to talk about games, so maybe some new announcements? I'm hoping for Wild to make a return, and maybe Silent Hill to be announced, but that's much more of a longshot. Mostly at this point I just want them to open pre-orders, so I can have some idea of if I'm even going to get one this holiday. I'm confident that my local games shop will put my name down for one of the first ones they get, but I'm not confident of how many units my local independent games shop will get. But things are moving on! I will be unavailable for 40 minutes tomorrow at 9pm. I am excite.
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  • I am the Queen of Ireland, send tribute.


  • We are into September now, the ninth month of the year, and they still haven't announced what date the Playstation 5 is coming out or how much it will cost, even though it's supposed to be coming out in the 11th month of this year. I'm getting pretty sick of waiting. I'm pretty sure I've saved up enough though.


  • I'm really not looking forward to this autumn and winter. Things just seem sort of unfortunate and bleak. A guy on a podcast said he thought the next three months, for both the video game world and the entire world, were probably going to be a 'shitshow', and I find that I pretty much agree with him.


  • I've heard nothing from work, and given how they keep talking about having another lockdown in Leeds - which is where I work - I don't really expect to hear from them any time soon.
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Last night's Playstation showcase was perfect. Perfect. Such a great variety of games - indie games, big games, sports games, racing games, horror games, family games, their games, other companies' games. And every game looked amazing, tech-wise, and every game looked amazing gameplay-wise. Like, no matter how small it was, it looked like something you could immerse yourself in and enjoy. And a lot of stuff about their history, and a lot of stuff about the people in their company and who they're partnering with, and then they showed the box! Which no-one was sure they were going to do! And it looks like a spaceship. And then they showed the other version, which doesn't have a disc drive and will therefore be cheaper. It reminded me how ardently, irrationally devoted I am to Playstation, but because of the things they do. My big concern now - ridiculous and petty in terms of what's going on in the world - is that they're not going to be able to keep the price down for the tech they've put into the machine, and it's going to launch super-pricey in a world that's going through a recession. But there's not much else to be done. I just hope they're okay and can go on making amazing games for us for many years to come.

And then that makes me sad, in a real world sense, because the PS5 is out in 'holiday 2020', which is the end of the year, and so I'm thinking about the time - and thinking about how that's when it will be cold again, and no-one will want to spend much time outside, and it'll be flu season again, and if this virus isn't largely taken care of by then - and signs suggest it won't be - it'll probably come back again and we'll all be locked in our houses. I mean it's all we can do, no-one can control when a massive pandemic hits the world, but it's still bizarre and scary to think about. What will this Christmas look like? People won't be able to go to pantomimes, crammed into theatres together. The shops being chock-full of Christmas shoppers can't really be a thing. I mean, we'll manage, but. It's going to be weird. And you can kind of see it coming.

New Zealand is just fucking amazing.

Next week I have to go pick up a prescription again, and I'm probably going to swing by town and see if my local games shop has reopened again, along with all the other shops. For all I know it has closed forever, which one cafe in my town did weeks ago, but I'll have to see. I don't know if I'm going to want to risk going in, but I can talk to them, and see if I can figure out a way to buy from them with the lowest risk. I'm happy to mail them cheques if they'll accept that. I got paid today - still no word from work, except an automatic email telling me my payslip has gone through - so I've got more money than I really know what to do with at the moment. I'd love to support more charities and local businesses, but there's just so many I tend to give up just trying to decide. But it'd be nice to do something with it.
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My Playstation has not died and neither have I.
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I have my new Spiderman PS4 Pro, and I have been setting it up which includes transferring my 2tb hard drive I put into my old PS4 into the new PS4 Pro, and I am bricking it. Have I ruined my console and essentially turned it into an incredibly expensive paperweight? Have I accidentally put the 1TB hard drive it already had back into it, instead of the new 2TB one, so I have to do it all over again? I wonder.
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Parents have gone on holiday. I do not have the dog. My mother finally offered to pay my sister to look after her own dog for a week, and then my sister agreed. So there we go.

I have the house to myself for a week. I have to go food shopping tomorrow, and initially resented it, but then remembered when I go food shopping when my parents are away, I can buy whatever I want. Fruit I probably won't eat. Smoothies. Ice cream. My mother already got my two cartons of smoothies, because she is a star. Still. Freedom.

I also got paid today, so I am catching up on all the things I couldn't buy yesterday.

I've been feeling extremely tired and stressed this week, and had a weird pain in my stomach all yesterday that I didn't quite understand. Then today it turns out I'm on a tiny, tiny, tiny, miniscule period. So that explains quite a lot of that.

Sony have brought out a limited edition PS4 Pro to celebrate the fact that, since they brought out the original Playstation, they have sold 500 million consoles. I'm equally touched by their success and covetous of the PS4 Pro. But I probably won't buy it. Because I've already pre-ordered this limited edition Spiderman PS4 Pro. Because I am insane.
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They are making a VR experience of The Last Guardian for free, and that is good enough for me.
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  1. It's snowing here.


  2. Tomorrow I can sing all the Christmas songs I want without having to stop myself because it's 'bad luck'.


  3. I decided to take my final holi-day off next Friday and have an extended week off, so after tomorrow, I only have to work four days, then I have a week and a day off, then one week back at work, then it's Christmas, then back to work for three days, then it's New Year's, then a short week because we have a bank holiday for New Year's. Which is pretty good. Also, by SHEER COINCIDENCE this time, the day off I'm taking next week is the day of the Game Awards, when apparently they make a bunch of new announcements. Then PSX. Yippee!


  4. Today the President of Sony Interactive Entertainment in Japan and Asia made a statement about how he wants Playstation to keep making games that touch people's hearts and souls, and that he wants us to work and fight together, and how they will never leave us alone, and I don't care, I don't care if I am a Playstation fangirl, I love them so much, I AM READY FOR MY HEART AND SOUL TO BE TOUCHED.


  5. I also love Jesse Eisenberg's Lex Luthor, and I don't care what anyone says.
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Well that was amazing.
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