girlofprey: (Champagne is a leveller)
My current mood is that I have too much stuff. Especially books. I put them all down the side of the bed, to keep them out of the way, and now I just can't get down there at all. Drawing the curtains is suddenly a feat of gymnastics. I think I may need more than one new bookcase. And I don't have anywhere to put them.

Thankfully a lot of the Stuff is gone though, after a big clearout. Or at least it would be if dad wasn't applying his CAN WE SELL ANYTHING? politics. And my mother wasn't going 'oh, that's nice' to everything half-decent, and trying to keep it. I have tried explaining that I'm giving it to a Charity Shop, where it can do more good than sitting in my room taking up space. But no luck. Anyway. If they want anything, they can keep it or sell it. I choose to be free like the bird.

Went through my old CDs last night, and relived the emo. I copied anything vaguely decent/hilarious to my computer and sent them off. Tonight I found my copy of the 'Escape from Horrorland' game. Which frustratingly will install and play on Christian, but the graphics are all fucked up. Rargh. It remembered my old crush on Madison Storm, Horrorland's insane (young) genius founder with the terrible childhood. Happy days. I'm getting the usual feeling that by clearing out my stuff I'm somehow OBLITERATING MY PAST, and it will psychologically come back on me with a vengeance one day. But on the other hand, I can open my wardrobe doors now. So, having weighed it up, I'm going with the charity shops.
girlofprey: (R for raygun - sandintheglass)
I randomly found a file practically filled with random bits of slash I wrote when I was 18, while I was tidying last night. Some people find their old class photographs, I find my old gay porn :D. Most of it was for American Gothic, a very good show which was inexplicably cancelled after Season 1, and which inexplicably still has no DVD, or video, ten years later. It's all very inexplicable.

I also found a picture of a tomato and two bananas I drew for Art, which I was proud of because it looked like an apple and two bananas. But my old slash. It's nice. I had no idea I was so prolific then. Some of it was hilariously wrong, which brought on the usual hallucinations images of the two characters themselves reading over my shoulder and going 'what the fuck?'. Which is nice, because then they could have sudden-common-ground figment!sex. Anyway. Some of it was actually pretty good. None of it was finished, unfortunately. I do not win at stamina. Or attention span. But it was nice to reminisce. Perhaps one day I'll pass it on to my children...and scare them. :)

Also watched Sugar Rush, after all my tidying only served to make my bedroom look as messy as it did before (no-one told me DVD boxsets do not fit into DVD holders. And precisely how do I deal with the pile of clothing I don't recognise that Katie says are only 'sort of' hers? Hmph). But Sugar Rush. Both episodes. Spoilers )

It's overcast and cold. Reminds me of my Duke of Ed. No bras hanging from the ceiling this time though. Hmm
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