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girlofpreyI'm back from Nottingham. It turns out it wasn't the sanest idea. Very, very hot. But it was still good, even though it did come with it's slight irritations. Portaloos. My mum wanting directions to the hotel, even though we'd agreed I wouldn't be there to be meet her from the train, and the best thing she could do when she arrived was get a taxi. Extortionate prices. But it was still good. Less stages than there used to be, and less wandering entertainment for the kids, and more massive, annoying fairground rides. One of which they didn't even turn off when the fireworks went off, and I was stood right next to it, so I constantly saw it in my eye while I was trying to watch. But at one a band I was listening to started playing You Can Call Me Al out of nowhere, which is one of my favourite songs. And that was lovely.
We got back and I'm tired, I'm so tired. I didn't get up particularly early for the festival, it didn't start till 12pm, but it was earlier than I normally get up, and it was so hot, and we were walking around all day. So I came back exhausted, and then had to go back to work. I can't believe it's only Tuesday. But then on Friday my parents are going on holiday (to Benidorm! My mum and I have been worriedly mentioning the temperatures for days), and so I have to go food shopping for the week, and maybe I have to look after the dog? My mum still hasn't mentioned it to my sister I think, and then apparently a colleague of my dad's was talking about how he recently looked after a dog for someone and loved it, so maybe he will have the dog? It's all very unclear still, and they're going away literally on Friday. I heard my mum on the phone today saying to someone that my sister was backing off from looking after the dog during their holidays now, and I was being all '[disgusted noise]' about it. I think my parents genuinely don't think that the problem is I'm not sure if I'll cope with having the dog. Or won't cope well.
At my counselling session last week, my counsellor randomly mentioned talking about autism/aspergers this week - "not that you have a diagnosis or anything". I don't really know how to feel about that. I've read so much weird stuff on tumblr about it I don't even really know what it means anymore. It might explain a few things, like how set I get on doing things a certain way, and getting very stressed about not being able to do them that way. But on the other hand. I don't know.
I'm still obsessed with Joseph Seed from Far Cry 5. It's a constant trial.
I'm very interested in seeing the Venom movie, and more or less want to see it now. I'm not that bothered about superhero movies anymore, but I am kind of interested in Eddie Brock/Venom, as much as I'm interested in Spiderman at all. And possession is a pretty decent-sized kink of mine, and the movie seems to be basically all about it. And Tom Hardy looking sweaty and afraid. I am excite.
We got back and I'm tired, I'm so tired. I didn't get up particularly early for the festival, it didn't start till 12pm, but it was earlier than I normally get up, and it was so hot, and we were walking around all day. So I came back exhausted, and then had to go back to work. I can't believe it's only Tuesday. But then on Friday my parents are going on holiday (to Benidorm! My mum and I have been worriedly mentioning the temperatures for days), and so I have to go food shopping for the week, and maybe I have to look after the dog? My mum still hasn't mentioned it to my sister I think, and then apparently a colleague of my dad's was talking about how he recently looked after a dog for someone and loved it, so maybe he will have the dog? It's all very unclear still, and they're going away literally on Friday. I heard my mum on the phone today saying to someone that my sister was backing off from looking after the dog during their holidays now, and I was being all '[disgusted noise]' about it. I think my parents genuinely don't think that the problem is I'm not sure if I'll cope with having the dog. Or won't cope well.
At my counselling session last week, my counsellor randomly mentioned talking about autism/aspergers this week - "not that you have a diagnosis or anything". I don't really know how to feel about that. I've read so much weird stuff on tumblr about it I don't even really know what it means anymore. It might explain a few things, like how set I get on doing things a certain way, and getting very stressed about not being able to do them that way. But on the other hand. I don't know.
I'm still obsessed with Joseph Seed from Far Cry 5. It's a constant trial.
I'm very interested in seeing the Venom movie, and more or less want to see it now. I'm not that bothered about superhero movies anymore, but I am kind of interested in Eddie Brock/Venom, as much as I'm interested in Spiderman at all. And possession is a pretty decent-sized kink of mine, and the movie seems to be basically all about it. And Tom Hardy looking sweaty and afraid. I am excite.
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Date: 2018-08-07 11:06 pm (UTC)~I have kind of thought that I might be on the autism/aspergers spectrum (my twin sister has been diagnosed with it). Like, it definitely would explain some things about me.
~I think Venom could be a really interesting movie. I'm curious about how they handle that whole plot line.