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God, I am tired. I feel like I've been tired for months. Probably the fact that I slept in yesterday and then couldn't go to sleep last night is making today slightly worse though. It's so weird to think that I'll only be doing this job for another three weeks. Well, two and half, considering I've done one day this week already, we've got the last Friday off and are leaving at 12 on the Thursday, and I've still got a holiday day left to spend. By that point I'll need to have found a job in Nottingham, of course, and will probably be going straight into another filing job! Without anyone giving me lifts home or cooking for me! But I will be out of my parent's house, and with my uni mates, and oh God I need to learn to iron. Dear lord. Help.

[livejournal.com profile] tiniago was here, but I think I made her go away by talking to her. Whoops.

An update:

  • I have totally rewritten my CV, so that it looks quite smart and sounds like things you would never, ever say. I had notes from the Careers man to help me, and a lot of repetitive, not entirely asked for advice from my dad, that often contradicted what the nice notes said. I like to think I found a happy medium. It is now a document I wouldn't be completely embarrased to send to companies that might employ me. I even got it down to two pages. And now my dad has made the unfortunately quite logical suggestion that I could have a different CV for just applying to temp jobs, which I will probably be doing soonest, with just the relevant admin experience on. Sigh.


  • I haven't sent it out anywhere though.


  • I've pretty much filled in the application for Michael Wisher. Except that "flexible" hours at £5.51 an hour really might not be enough to pay the rent and, you know, live. And I don't particularly want to agree to work more than 48 hours a week sometimes. So I'm not sure this is going to be the step in the right direction I thought it might. I'm going to apply anyway, just because, and because so long as I'm available I might get some work. And it might be alright at first, while I'm temping. But. Looking in other areas mostly, I think.


  • I got taxed on my paycheque for the first time the other week. I was expecting this eventually. But not that it would be £192. Leaving me earning about £700 a month for working 37.5 hours a week at £6 pounds an hour - average full time hours, pretty good hourly wage, apparently. So basically even if I get another full-time, decently paying job in Nottingham, it looks like I'll probably have to share a flat, since the average monthly rent - £400-ish - would leave me with not very much to live on. Which is fine, and probably even better, financially and socially, it just means I'm going to have to INTERVIEW TO PROVE MY WORTH to get somewhere to live, as well as work and pay for it. But it'll probably be fine. I just have a horrible feeling I might ending up living on K and J's floor for a lot longer than intended. I intended not to do it all, really. But needs must.


  • I have not done my Christmas shopping. I have bought one and two half presents. For the record, shopping in Leeds on a Saturday in the first weekend in December is not the best plan ever. My plan is currently to split my holiday day into two half days and go around for two afternoons. And if that fails, TO BUY WHATEVER I CAN GET MY HANDS ON. I had an idea for what to buy K, but it sort of fell through after I remembered I got her a necklace last year, and if I keep buying her jewellery - jewellery with hearts on it - she MIGHT get the wrong impression about my view of our relationship. So. Back to square one. Shopping and waiting for inspiration to strike. I might get her and J salt and pepper pots.


  • I have totally written the beginning of my Yuletide fic. Sort of. In my notebook. Um. That might be a project for this week.


  • How bad is it that I first read this as Ariel's Secret Police?


  • I may or may not be replaying the Guy/Sheriff scene from this week's Robin Hood a lot in my head. I love the way he turns his head and nods. Also the bit in American Gothic where hallucinations run their hands through Matt's hair. Omg.

So. Yes. Not entirely roaring with success, but getting on with it. Also I'm reading the second Lucifer (comic) book. I love him, but I have a feeling he's going to turn nasty very soon. Also my head hurts. Ouch.

I love Jaws. Still.

ETA: I could have a room In SNEINTON though. Or get a room no questions asked. Clearly, all doors are open to me!
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I called my friend in Nottingham tonight. She is HEAVILY IN FAVOUR of my moving there, at least while she's there for the next year. She offered me a hand getting my CV out, Arts contacts, a friend of hers I can maybe share a flat with, and a place on her floor if I get a job before quite getting the flat thing sorted out. So. That's all looking quite pleasant. I still do want to stay at my job until Christmas, to earn a bit more money to start out with, just in case it's a rockier start than I'm counting on - she's been having problems finding a job, having tried for two or three months now. But she's been pretty busy volunteering at a gallery too. So. The plan is moving forward at least, which is nice and really quite cheering.

Some problems/kinks in the plan:

  • It sounds like I really am going to have to start grass roots up with the Arts job thing, which means I'll probably still end up filing and typing for rent. Also I'm going to have to start cooking and cleaning and all that stuff mum does at the moment. But this is all fine, and what everyone has to do, so I am for the most part okay with it.


  • Cuba. I'm still interested in the brigade, and really want to go on the next one, so - five years later - it's finally done. My friend's not had much time to give it any thought though, so it looks like we won't be booking it any time soon. I'm not sure how "Oh yeah, I'll need 3 weeks off in June" will go down in job interviews anyway, but I'm gathering that it will be much better if it's all booked and sorted before the job hunt starts. So. Hmm.


  • I'm still not sure if I want to share a flat or not. The idea of having a place aaaaall to myself, and being able to do what I like in it, does seem quite attractive - but am I going to want to come home to an empty flat every night? Or come home by myself if I stay out late? Perhaps not. But then there's the problem of finding a flatmate I can cope with. But if I get on with my friend's friend, who I'll be meeting when I go down next weekend, that might be a problem solved.


  • Cats. I'd sort of forgotten about them in the flurry of trying to get a flat/job/life. Whatever place I move into - and whoever I move in with - might not appreciate their presence. And we've just started letting them out into the garden, to get a feel for their environment. And it doesn't seem very fair to move them. But they're not even a year old yet - and looking after them for the next ten years or so is not really what my parents signed up for when they let me have them - and they're my cats. But I just don't think it's going to be feasible moving them into a city flat. Or that I'll be able to take care of them well if I'm working to pay the rent and going out having fun of an evening. So that's quite sad.
All of which needs to be dealt with in the next month and a half. But my friends and I can talk a bit more about it next week, and hopefully get at least a few things sorted. And maybe get something actually done.

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Over the last few weeks I have been watching: the first three episodes of The Black Adder, in which Percy Percy is very pretty and has black hair; Robin Hood, which I can't work out why I'm enjoying so much. Other than that Much is great. And Guy is omg. And Will is pretty. Possibly it's the utter lack of emotional investment needed for it, so I can just cheerfully go along for the ride. Except for when Much eventually gets kidnapped. Come on, you know it's going to happen. And I tried watching the Forsyte Saga again, but I can't actually cope with the bits that don't have Soames Forsyte in. They're just too dull. Though also hilarious. It feels like cheating to just skip ahead to the Soames bits. Cheating or survival tactics. One of the two.

Anyway. Sleep is a good thing to have before working, is mostly what I've learned in the past five months, so that is where I'm currently headed.
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