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Jan. 13th, 2019 04:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
And also:
- I have a cold. It's not so bad, but I have it, and it's making even eating chocolate slightly painful, which seems like a bit much right now. And I feel like maybe I got it through my mental health problems, because I was doing a lot of hard breathing through my nose while trying to calm down about things, and it hurt and made my nose feel dried out, so maybe a problem got in that way? Or because I've been really run-down lately? Or maybe I just have a cold, but also a slight feeling that maybe my mental health problems/me are to blame in some way.
- The last time I changed out my bin, I couldn't find a plastic bag big enough to fit my bin to replace the old one, and it was Christmas so the bins were full so I couldn't empty it either. And now my snotty tissues and other things are just piling up in a bag I obviously won't be able to seal.
- I've been getting back into Far Cry 5 fic, because New Dawn's coming out and it's making me think of it, and because I feel like I have enough distance from the game to enjoy other people's stories about it. Only the stories about Joseph/male Deputy seem to have a plot or any characterisation for the main character. I don't know what that means, but it's really annoying.
- Four weeks of holiday time in a year really doesn't feel like enough.
- Looking back over fandom over the past year/years, I think I'm most upset about what's happened to hypnosis kink. I'm not going to go into exactly what I like in hypnosis kink, because that's personal, but the current "someone gets all their thoughts taken from them, they're just ready to do whatever someone else tells them, like an empty shell!" trend isn't it. And a close second is what's happened to daddy kink.
- Jacob Seed isn't the best character or dom in Far Cry 5. He just isn't. HE DOESN'T EVEN REALLY LIKE NATURE OR WOLVES OR HIMSELF, THAT WAS THE WHOLE POINT OF THE STORY.