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[girlofprey]

I'm angry about a lot of things at the moment, and I don't really know why. Partially, I'm really worried about it, because I know being angry all the time is kind of a bad sign with anxiety/depression. Partially, I think it might be because of my sister and everything going on with my family and at home that I can't really do anything about. Partially, I think it's because just nothing's happening at the moment. I just thought today that everything I was really looking forward to in February has now gotten pushed to March - there was a game I was really looking forward to that was delayed a month, and a film that I thought was coming out in January was apparently only coming out at that time in America, and it was February for the UK, and then I looked again and it said March. Partly, this is amazing, because it means most of the things I'm excited about at the moment are coming out on or around my birthday - for which I've taken a holiday from work - but partly it means I'm just waiting around for stuff to happen, which isn't going to happen for two months, and trying not to get into anything, just in case I get really into it and then I'm not finished by the time the stuff I actually want to do comes out, and I end up having to put that off. Possibly I need a hobby. One that isn't video games.

But also I hate every level of discourse, and I hate every level of ignorance about discourse, and I hate that soaps are becoming almost unbearable to even think about watching, never mind watch, and I hate everything.

Anyway. Look out the window. Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No, it's Supermoon.

Thank you, I'm here all night.

Comments

[breyzyyin]

Orz, I'm sorry that you aren't feeling good at the moment. I know there isn't much I can say or do that would make you feel better, but if you ever need to vent or rant or something...you've got ears here. ♥

[girlofprey]

I got a lot of ranting to do, and Dreamwidth is generally the place I do it. So be prepared.

[jekesta]

I hate every level of discourse, and I hate every level of ignorance about discourse

Ugh, yes. I'm sick of everyone.

I'm sorry they keep not giving you the things you're looking forward to.

[girlofprey]

::hugs you::

They're going to give me a thousand things I'm looking forward to around my birthday. But that's about two months away.