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I just had to watch a segment on This Morning about whether England should have bigger, women-only parking spaces because they're doing it in China, China where they kill baby girls, and they had a woman on who obviously didn't have any particular reasoning other than sexism on to be 'for' it, and a journalist on to be 'against' it, and I can't believe that feminism has just become a circus, a way for news channels to get extra view by organising 'catfights', but obviously, obviously, showing that women aren't worse at the end of it, they're not uncivilised brutes, they are going to have the segment though, we're still going to have to debate it. I can't believe it. And if it is possible to have a heart attack from lack of surprise, that's probably what I came close to having when the Brexit report leaked, but obviously it didn't analyse the deal the government are genuinely trying to get, obviously, and is Donald Trump just in love with the country of Norway, is that what's happening, and yep.

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I'm angry about a lot of things at the moment, and I don't really know why. Partially, I'm really worried about it, because I know being angry all the time is kind of a bad sign with anxiety/depression. Partially, I think it might be because of my sister and everything going on with my family and at home that I can't really do anything about. Partially, I think it's because just nothing's happening at the moment. I just thought today that everything I was really looking forward to in February has now gotten pushed to March - there was a game I was really looking forward to that was delayed a month, and a film that I thought was coming out in January was apparently only coming out at that time in America, and it was February for the UK, and then I looked again and it said March. Partly, this is amazing, because it means most of the things I'm excited about at the moment are coming out on or around my birthday - for which I've taken a holiday from work - but partly it means I'm just waiting around for stuff to happen, which isn't going to happen for two months, and trying not to get into anything, just in case I get really into it and then I'm not finished by the time the stuff I actually want to do comes out, and I end up having to put that off. Possibly I need a hobby. One that isn't video games.

But also I hate every level of discourse, and I hate every level of ignorance about discourse, and I hate that soaps are becoming almost unbearable to even think about watching, never mind watch, and I hate everything.

Anyway. Look out the window. Is it a bird? Is it a plane? No, it's Supermoon.

Thank you, I'm here all night.