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...I'm on the Internet on my own laptop, for the first time in a year! Teh yay ::blows party-popper:: Which essentially means I can hold of on a paid account for a while, because I can just mix and match the icons saved on my hard drive, without pissing about with floppy disks. Which is probably for the best, since dad convinced me I really did need £40 worth of virus protection stuff ::sighs:: If I get a virus now, I will personally hunt this 'Norton' down and infect him. Oh yes.
Thanks to this, I have been having further Adventures on MSN, and learned that a sort-of friend of mine from college is getting engaged. It is a wonderful thing of course, but slightly scary. He is getting engaged. My sister has a baby. I can't just do learning for that much longer. The world is changing, and I still don't have a boyfriend, 20 years later ::mourns:: Brand new bright tomorrow and all that. Hmm.
In other news, Kingdom of Loathing is perhaps the best thing in the world ever. I so need an icon of someone looking slightly mad and panicky, saying 'Spiders! Spiders threaten the gourd!'. Also, I just had to kill a spider in real life. It was huge, and far too fast for good spider/Rachael relations. I squished it, yes.
In other other news, late night South Park perhaps the best thing ever, even if it does kill me with sleeplessness. Jewbilee! Bear-Jew alliances! Moses! And how did I ever forget my love for Kyle Broflovski? Hurrah for angry, principled eight-year-old boys. Sadly there are no icons of him looking enraged. Hmm.
In yet more other news, Six Feet Under is apparently my show of wonder and strange crossovers. Scrubs, perhaps, for different tone tension? Kingdom Hospital, with a side of Nate/Paul slash? ::loffs Paul:: Buffy - Spike/David? So many choices. And of course there's always the Nate/Billy OTP to keep me entertained. Currently there are bunnies wherein Billy seduces some more of Nate's family, or even just subtly moves onto the man himself in an effort to screw up his relationship with Brenda. And then there can be realising of how great Nate is, and angst, and going off his meds in a whole new way, and everything even more twisted and fucked-up than it is already. Yay :D
I want to write these things. I don't know why I don't. Too much pressure on myself, perhaps, feeling that they need to be, omg, perfect! And then I think 'well, I'll just relax', but then I start worrying I won't put any effort in at all. Hmm. I have been told I think too much. Probably this is true. Of course, maybe now some of the 'when will I be able to get on the Internet?' pressure is off things will flow more freely. Hopefully.
Going now. Late night South Park, eeee....
Thanks to this, I have been having further Adventures on MSN, and learned that a sort-of friend of mine from college is getting engaged. It is a wonderful thing of course, but slightly scary. He is getting engaged. My sister has a baby. I can't just do learning for that much longer. The world is changing, and I still don't have a boyfriend, 20 years later ::mourns:: Brand new bright tomorrow and all that. Hmm.
In other news, Kingdom of Loathing is perhaps the best thing in the world ever. I so need an icon of someone looking slightly mad and panicky, saying 'Spiders! Spiders threaten the gourd!'. Also, I just had to kill a spider in real life. It was huge, and far too fast for good spider/Rachael relations. I squished it, yes.
In other other news, late night South Park perhaps the best thing ever, even if it does kill me with sleeplessness. Jewbilee! Bear-Jew alliances! Moses! And how did I ever forget my love for Kyle Broflovski? Hurrah for angry, principled eight-year-old boys. Sadly there are no icons of him looking enraged. Hmm.
In yet more other news, Six Feet Under is apparently my show of wonder and strange crossovers. Scrubs, perhaps, for different tone tension? Kingdom Hospital, with a side of Nate/Paul slash? ::loffs Paul:: Buffy - Spike/David? So many choices. And of course there's always the Nate/Billy OTP to keep me entertained. Currently there are bunnies wherein Billy seduces some more of Nate's family, or even just subtly moves onto the man himself in an effort to screw up his relationship with Brenda. And then there can be realising of how great Nate is, and angst, and going off his meds in a whole new way, and everything even more twisted and fucked-up than it is already. Yay :D
I want to write these things. I don't know why I don't. Too much pressure on myself, perhaps, feeling that they need to be, omg, perfect! And then I think 'well, I'll just relax', but then I start worrying I won't put any effort in at all. Hmm. I have been told I think too much. Probably this is true. Of course, maybe now some of the 'when will I be able to get on the Internet?' pressure is off things will flow more freely. Hopefully.
Going now. Late night South Park, eeee....
