It is BEAUTIFUL. I adore it. That reaction is the reaction I had INSTANTANEOUSLY and it only got better from there. I love that they pretended Zac and Raymond hated each other for years, and then they found out they loved each other and Zac saw Raymond as a ghost a few times while he was in a coma.

I want the AU where Raymond didn't die, except that that's probably the AU where their dad never accepted the fact that Zac was gay, except that it might be the AU where Raymond ended up moving in with Zac to love him and look after him, and occasionally to have sex with him to comfort him and prove that he was okay with Zac being gay. I would be VERY HAPPY with that AU.