girlofprey: (R for raygun)
So the Jobcentre finally paid me. They paid me £600. I was only really looking to see if the £140 I was expecting had gone in. Part of me's worried it's a mistake and I'll have to give some of it back. If not, all I can think is that they decided to backdate my claim like I asked them to, and haven't let me know yet.

But yeah. Wow. I had £10 in the bank last week, and this week I have £1000.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
The more I think about it, the less the temporary work thing makes sense to me. Because if I actually do find temporary work, I'll have to come off Jobseeker's - and the whole point of it at the moment is to stay on so I can get some help up until my job starts, bus passes and the like. I could look for work that's under 16 hours, so I can stay on benefits - but there's not a lot of that out there, and I'm not sure that's the kind of job hunting the Jobcentre are really happy to pay out for. Plus I've got holidays planned in October, and I'm going to have to do some training shifts for my permanent job. So I think I'm going to put it on hold for now, and discuss it with my advisor tomorrow.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
There's really just not a lot of jobs out there. Once you narrow it down to part-time, temporary, in the right location (Humberside, jobsite? Why?), hours that don't make it a nightmare to travel back and forth to, and reception work, I tend to get down to a couple of pages of jobs pretty quickly. Of those, a bunch will be pretty long-term temporary contracts, or just for a couple of months longer than I'm really looking for. There was one that finished on the 31st October, actually, but it was at Leeds-Bradford airport, and involved trying to get there on a Sunday morning for 11am. And then back again at 7 o'clock at night. Which is not terribly doable from where I am.

The most luck I've had was calling up about one vacancy to make sure it was outdated and speaking to the recruitment site that posted it, who asked me to email my CV just so I'd be on bank for their company in general. And I get the feeling that just means I'd be doing temp work, days here and there again, which I don't really want to do. Other than that, I've applied for a couple of jobs that might fit the bill yesterday, and today I went through two job sites in under an hour without really finding anything else. I'm not sure what else I can do to fill five hours a day, really.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
If I really do have to search for temporary work though, it would help if the government's actual website made it possible to actually filter jobs in that way. It would also help if they didn't somehow let a self-proclaimed 'full time position' into the Part Time filter. And also if they didn't post the same job five times, or if they were reposting a job because the formatting made it gobbledegook, if they deleted the actual gobbledegook one. I might write to them and tell them that.

ETA: Just saw a job with a legal firm offering £10.666 per hour. O_o
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
And now I'm back to job-hunting, for temporary work. I hate it. I hate cover letters. How do you say 'I'm good at dealing with people face-to-face' in a professional way, without sounding like an idiot? You can't.

I'm genuinely considering coming off Jobseeker's until my new job starts, and just living off my savings. I thought it'd be easier, without the pressure of needing a job, but actually I just don't seem to have the motivation. Plus, the fifth 'similar but not identical' cover letter's way harder to write than the first. I don't know. I'll discuss things further with my job advisor on Wednesday, I guess.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
It's my sister's birthday and I went for lunch with my mum and my sister and my sister started being racist about Polish people and I argued with my sister and my sister said this was her birthday I'd been invited to and I was ruining it and I walked out. Fuck my sister.

But - I did go into town and speak to the Jobcentre, and they said that if I actively look for temporary work until my new job starts, I can still get paid, and if I'm still on JSA when the new job starts they can help me out with a train pass and work clothes and stuff. The lady I spoke to didn't know about the tax credits thing, but she said my advisor is a disability expert so she ought to know, and I'm seeing her on Wednesday, so. Anyway, it's nice to have options. Also my mum paid me back another £500 of the money she and dad owe me from my savings, and I went into my local games shop to ask for advice about possibly buying a cheap gaming PC, and it turns out his mum has one that she's basically never used and is looking to sell for about £200, so he's going to call me about the specs and stuff on Sunday. Result.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
The good news: I got the job.

The bad news: Because I am essentially working for a bank, I need to have a lot of credit and CRB checks done for security reasons, so I won't officially start until the 31st October.

The good news: That means the random dates I threw at them for the trips I'm planning to take in October are no longer binding, and I can go whenever I like, and I can also go to kickboxing for another few months at least.

The bad news: Idk how I'm going to pay for all of that, I'll have to dip into my savings and then pay it back later I guess.

But. I got the job. So I have a little security in my future at least. And I should be employed by Christmas, which will be really nice. To be honest, the credit check thing is kind of throwing me a bit because I don't think my credit's great, but I think they're more looking for county court judgements and fraud than my dislike of credit cards. It just means a few months of not working, other than training days and stuff. I'm going into the Jobcentre today to see what that means for my benefits, although under the current government I'm guessing 'not much'. Also I need to buy a computer. Ouch. Oh, and my Job Advisor woman said I'd get working tax credits if I got a job within a certain amount of time of finishing ESA, so I don't know how that's going to stack up either. So it's not the best possible outcome. But I am seeing it as a positive thing. Hurray!
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
I finally joined Imzy! I am girlofprey on Imzy.

I feel like the two gifs that could sum up my job-hunting process are one of Zohan, from You Don't Mess With The Zohan, saying "I have the skills - I have the desire". And the other would be that one from Brooklyn Nine Nine of Jake playing a guitar for a criminal, and then screaming.

But anyway. Trial shift tomorrow. Wish me luck! I have to get up at about 6.30, but I'm going to give it my best. And right now, the video for the Playstation Meeting that happened earlier tonight has finally gotten to the Meeting part, so I'm going to watch that and learn All The News.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
Update: I still hate job-hunting.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
So, yes. Anyway. I have an interview. We're in a slight panic about what I'm going to wear, since my interview suit is actually a bit baggy on second glance, and it's a little bit heavy for the warm weather, but I've got a dress that'll work too. As long as they don't take offence to the fact I don't shave my underarms. But it's nice to have the opportunity, and the fact they got back to me immediately and the woman on the phone sounded really surprised I wouldn't have a problem working till 7pm suggests to me there might not be a lot of competition for it, which would be nice. I also applied for a receptionist job with our local NHS, which would sort of mean being sent to 3 different hospitals in the area, but still. I'd forgotten that writing application forms basically meant making yourself sound like the most amazing, capable person in the world. So I mostly did that. It helps to actually have the experience they're asking for, as well, which I do (aside from the RSA qualification - but I've explained I'm super even without that). I do actually think I'd really suit the job, and the receptionist at my mum's hospital seems to think I'll get an interview at least. Applications aren't closing until 7th September though - after my interview with the other company. But still. It's nice to feel like I might have options. Especially given how few job vacancies there really are once you narrow down a field, say you want part-time work, and ignore all the jobs the website sends you that are in Sheffield or Manchester. Not sure how I'm going to fill five hours a day if I have to keep doing that.

But anyway. I have the weekend free now, and I have finished Trails of Cold Steel. There are no Machias/Jusis fics, bizarrely. There are actually more Jusis/Rean fics. Rean isn't so bad, he's just dull. And I think I accidentally got the Machias/Rean ending, because I developed a 'strong bond' with him, spent time with him at the school festival dance, and then at the end he gave Rean a speech about how he was great and they were going to build a country which was great for everyone, together. Whoops. I did really enjoy it though.

But the game is finished. So what am I going to do now? I'm going to Nuka-World!

girlofprey: (R for raygun)
I have spent literal hours filling in this application form, and now, finally, it is asking me for 'all supporting information that suggests you are suitable for this post'. Ughhh. I forgot about this part of job applications. I guess this is what my advisor meant when she said it would take me longer than I thought it would. Also, the post says it requires RSA 1 qualification or equivalent. I do not have any typing qualifications. Throughout my many years, I never quite worked out how to get one. My typing speed is 52 wpm, I can type with my eyes closed, and I am familiar with Word and Excel though. Do you think that counts? I had a job application once that closed itself and wouldn't let me reopen it to apply when I said I didn't have an RSA qualification. I'm worried my application will go to the back of the pile if I don't have it. But I'm guessing they want an actual qualification for the form, not just a promise of skill. Sigh.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
I am now onto applying for a job on the NHS website. It has all these weird pages where you just basically insert new entries for every qualification you have or job you have had. It told me to only put the relevant qualifications down, but didn't say which ones were relevant, and now it's asking about my most recent job and I don't know if volunteering counts. I'm going to assume it does.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
My interview suit still fits and looks alright. Which is nice to know.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
I have decided to livepost my first day of job-hunting, out of misery.

First up: referring myself to Rightsteps again, as my job advisor suggested. I looked up their phone number at about 11 o'clock. It turns out you can't really apply over the phone anymore, you have to fill in an online form. The thing I love to do. I called them anyway, but by the 5th 'would you like to stay on hold?' message I decided to give up. So I am currently doing a virus scan on my computer, because I freak out about filling in personal information otherwise, in order to do that. I was going to have to do that anyway, for job applications. In the meantime, I am reading the work diary my advisor gave me, which is mostly about all the sanctions they can and will apply to you. The minimum is 4 weeks, rather than the 1 week it was last time I was on Jobseeker's. The maximum is 156 weeks. Three years.

Also they have removed the part about how you can't apply for JSA if you've received an ESA payment within the last calendar month from the 'are you eligible?' page. Which is odd. I'm definitely sure I saw it. That might hurt my claim to have my JSA backdated a little bit, although that probably wouldn't have gone through anyway, I was not 'actively seeking work'.
girlofprey: (R for raygun)
My Jobcentre appointment was awful. Apparently, since the last time I was on ESA about 6 years ago, it's become a much stricter regime - to the point that you're expected to spend five hours a day searching for jobs, or filling in application forms, ideally with the government's jobmatch website open so they can monitor your activity. Given that filling in forms is one of the things that still triggers my OCD, and that I'm not even looking for 25 hours of paid work, this is really not what I was expecting or hoping for. So I cried pretty much throughout the appointment.

Luckily, the advisor I was seeing was also a disability advisor - the one who trained the disability advisor I used to see while I was on ESA, in fact - and she was very sympathetic. She said she'd put me on her disability caseload, and I could have all my appointments with her since she knew about my problems, and they could restrict some of the requirements since there were greater barriers for me getting back to work than a lot of people. She also suggested I go back to therapy, since I was obviously 'still very emotional'. We had a long talk about my circumstances, and she suggested a lot of things - getting my parents to help me, getting family therapy - a lot of which were kind of no-goes, but some of which should be helpful. So. We'll see. I knew the Conservatives were fuckers, and I suspected that Jobseeker's might be more demanding now than when I used to be on it - but even thinking about what I used to do, essentially just apply for three jobs a week, made me anxious, so this was really out of the ballpark. But. We'll see. I'll give it a go, and we'll see how it goes.
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